true blood /our family show

the best thing about the new season of true blood is that its one of the few shows me and my lovely wife enjoy together .i have read many of the books in the series and have really enjoyed them .i sometimes wonder if the writers of t.v. shows think that if you stay with one persons story that it will not keep the viewers interest. the quick cuts from each characters storyline to an others is kinda disappointing .some of the actors do a great job with their characters but you don't get to focus on them enough . When cooking if you put to many good things together it doesn't always come out tasting the best . this season seems too busy . i see this in a lot of shows . i will still watch trueblood and enjoy my time with my wife .

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its been very hot today.this June has been unseasonably hot as they say .i find that often when the temp rises so do tempers . i know the level that things aggravate me is very low in the heat. but by my nature i really try to stay calm and things pass . i like to be the voice of reason when tempers flare.but Alas this is not always the case . i do have a terrible temper when i have reached the boiling point. and no have not lost my temper today, but there have been a few things that have come close to setting it off at work .but i am enjoying being home and sleeping in my own bed so i am trying not to rock the boat .i like to be a team player and do whats best for the tribe as whole ,even if sometimes its not the easiest for me .

i dont get to decide

Back before me and my wife got married .i was living in Alabama .The job i had at the time i worked wed -sun and was off on Mondays and Tuesdays .A lot of the days i had off coincided with my cousin "Mama D"off day .Mama D is a little younger than my mom but me and her oldest daughter are very close in age and we would play together while mom and mama d would drink coffee and visit. any way Mama D and me would ride to Montgomery and shop or run errands for my Aunts or take them to there doctor appointments . I treasure those times .my life was a lot less busy and things were simpler for me.but i really enjoyed the time me and her spent laughing and talking about different things . She is a great lady that has worked very hard for her family .she goes out of her way to help family and friends in need .she has three daughters of her own and i would hate to guess how many kids she has let stay for extended periods of time at her house . I love her like a mom. i found out a few days ago that she has lung cancer .she found out due to complications from a surgery she had as a result of a wreck last year. she has been in the hospital for a couple of weeks .they started her on chemo Monday .and hopefully she will be out of the hospital in a week . her prognosis is not very good it hurt my heart to hear what they had told her. doctors don't know everything and anything with an illness like this is a guessing game .but still they told her a month if the treatment doesn't work and a year if it does . I love this women she has loved me and my family .I have ate many fine meals with her. i have slept under her roof many nights .I have faith that God can heal her cancer .but i don't get to decide if he will or not. regardless if Mama D lives another fifty years or if she passes tonight she is and will always be in my heart until i pass from this life also . She is a strong lady ,and the center of her family .My life wouldn't be the same if she wasn't a part of my life.