sons of change

I have watched him grow from child to young man .I have loved ,nurtured ,taught ,and tried the best that i know to help him along his way .He is in between the little boy he was and the grown man he will become. He is on an emotional roller coaster ride .One that i don't care to ride and one he must be a captive passenger on.He is happy at times ,sad at others and confused a lot of the time .He is in the midst of change at all time .My love for him amazes me at times .His harsh words that he says from time to time wound my heart. I have to remember he is not pushing against me. He is trying to push to find who he is ,who he will become. I am here for him .I have spent more time with him than i had with my father. I hope he will one day truly see what i have done for him .I don't expect it to be easy. But I pray for his sake that it will be worth it . Amen .